Today was a bad day.
I only found relief in the darkness of my cell.
All mirrors were broken a long time ago.. I don’t recognize the face in those mirrors…
My body rejects my soul.. I feel a painful torment inside of me, trying to slip through the stitches of my wounds…
It never ends. The suffering only gets bigger. The rotten smell only grows more intense. And only get colder and colder…
” My love… I know you are not her anymore…So i must leave you as i cannot bare to destroy you! Your face… I just can´t! Please forgive me! I will face my demon and die in peace.. I shall meet you in Heaven soon…..”
But there’s no Heaven for me.. Only the shadow of the days passing by..”
I despair but my eyes remain dry and cold…
What is this THING I’ve became?!
I look outside the cell and the sun is setting…Another day is coming to an end… And the nightmare starts at night!!!
My hands are failing me.. God, don´t let it take over me! I can´t resist………………IT……( the text ends abruptly)
I will be showing some more in next posts so stay tuned and if you have the time, read the book too!:)
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